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Thursday, January 15, 2009

hello, yep i should have updated my blog ages ago..but i was just freaking lazy..
So o'level results are out and i think i did quite well. I'm satisfied but not that freaking happy. M i proud of myself?
umm, that's a hard qn to answer. I'm glad i become top scorer of YCSS. At least, my name will be written on the board of Top Scorers forever :P k, may be not forever, who knows :D
i wasn't nervous about the results, probably cos i went back to myanmar and forgot about almost everything that happened in s'pore hehehe
but on my way to school to collect my results, i was so freaking hellishly NERVOUS and so freaking out..
k, at that moment, i finally realised how badly i wanna become a top scorer hehehe
so after the speech by mr.chia, we got our results and let me tell u my score (:

English : A2 (thx god, i was expecting B3)
Burmese : A1 (omg omg, i didn't expect it! i only prepared for like 3 months for it, may be i was lucky (; )
Emaths : A1 (I should die if i didn't get A1 "=.=)
Amaths : A1
Physics : A2 (wtf wtf wtf "=.=)
Chemistry : A2 (*shocked* i thought i did well enuf to get A1 *emo* )
Biology : B3 (hehehe, i was lucky enuf to get B3 cos i skipped half of the topics, i gave up on biology)
Combined Humanity : A1 (like i said, i should just die if i didn't get it "=.= )
CCA : B3 ( thx god, i can minus 1 point )

L1R5 : 7
L1R4 : 5
frankly speaking, i'm not happy with my sci grades...may be i was too complacent during the critical period.
Because of those science grades, i can't get into NJC since their cut-off point (expected) is 5.
My teachers kept telling me to put NJC as my first choice and appeal for it. But, no way, i don't like begging for a place. I've done it before and I know the feeling. When i first came to S'pore, me and my dad had to go around the schools in west zone and begged for a place. Most of the school turned me down and i was so pissed. And I don't wanna do that again. I'll just stay at a place that I deserve.
On the other hand, i think i've learnt a lesson. Well, I'd better learn it. :P It's a tough one..

niway, i just submitted my JAE form and here are top 5 choices (:
#1 : ACJC (science)
#2 : AJC (science)
#3 : SAJC (science)
#4 : NYJC (science)
#5 : JJC (science)

Hopefully, ACJC will accept me cos AJC and SAJC are too far away...I got to travel like an hour to get to AJC. ACJC cut-off point for last yr was 6 points! heck! i might be rejected :( *pray hard* If rejected, oh well, I should not mind travelling to AJC..it's only for 2 yrs (:

So, what subjects I'll take in JC? Cos, i've heard we got to choose 2 out of Physics, Chemistry and Biology. First, i thought i'd choose Physics and Chemistry cos it's a safe route. But my dad said, if i wanna be a doctor, I should start preparing from now and that's why I decided to choose BIOLOGY and CHEMISTRY.. so now, i got to say "bye bye~" to my favourite subject, physics :(
But i'm determined to persue my studies in medicine. And i keep telling my parents that if i were not accepted by Medical course in NUS, i'm gonna go overseas (again). Of cos, i'm gonna work my ass off during my JC years but still, getting into NUS (medical course) is tougher than getting into RJC. So yea, i'm prepared to live alone in overseas (probably UK) to take up medical study.
AND, I really want to thank all my friends and teachers who congratulated me via msn, sms, blog, ph call etc. I really appreciate it. Thank you so much (:
After the results were released, I received msgs from random numbers and i was so freaking shocked. Then, I realised those msgs must be from my teachers cos they sounded formal. (: Niway, I'm glad I made myself, my family, my teachers, my school and my friends proud (:

Next, I'd like to congratulate my classmates, ESP. QICHUN and NUZRATH (wth, u got A1 for English! ERNA also..ok lah, i expected that. hehe, well done!) Most of my classmates have done well and i'm so proud of them. I was ecstatic when i knew jc, yt, wee jin, tong wee and peiyi's results. HELL, i'm proud of them (:

From here, i'm gonna upload random pictures, so pls don't mind xD
those pictures are taken in Myanmar (:

~signing out : flora~

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